I think part of it is that I had an ex T who used to change and cancel appointments all the time. I mean, it really was every other week. It felt like she didn’t care about therapy at all, like she was squeezing it in when it was convenient to her, amongst all of her other activities. So when I started seeing my current T and she never cancelled appointments and took missing or changing them very seriously, it felt amazing to me and meant a lot to me. I know she’s allowed to change one once. I know I’m not being fair to her. But it just really scares me that she’s going the way of my ex T now and this is the beginning of something. I think it also has to do with the fact that she and I have been having an incredibly difficult time recently and I’ve been feeling very shaky and fragile with our relationship. We just resolved things a few days ago, and then this. I’m still trying to decide whether I’ll say something or not. I don’t know...
Last edited by goatee; Apr 26, 2019 at 10:23 AM.
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