"Oh my god, I fear I can't be saved
These idle hands have slowly dug my grave
Every day is the same
Feels like I'm disintegrating
Back into the dust from which I came

So I got in my car and I drove and I drove
All night 'til I couldn't stay awake
Went through Louisiana
As far as I went wouldn't ever be quite far enough away

And I never wanna feel like I'm dying
'Cause the time that you waste won't come back
So I took a part of me that I hated
And I tried to leave it in the past

You wake up, nothing again
Old and broken and tired
Go to sleep all alone
Wake up all alone
If I said that I cared I'd be lying"

-Turnover, 'Disintegration'.