Thank you ALL SO MUCH! I'll try to contact the University Counsellor as soon as I possibly can! I just need to find the confidence in myself. It's a very big step for me to take and I can't go back once I do it I hope I'll be able to find the inner strength that's necessary to take these steps! Most importantly, I hope I'll be able to be honest with the University Counsellor. I DO NOT want to screw up again! Thank you ALL SO MUCH for being SO KIND AND SUPPORTIVE to me! I truly don't deserve it! Nevertheless, THANK YOU SO MUCH! You're all STRONG, WONDERFUL PEOPLE! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! THANK YOU SO MUCH! I hope I'll be able to reapy these HUGE debts I owe you!!!!! Sending many hugs to EVERYONE and to ALL OF YOU and to ALL OF YOU AWESOME, KIND, STRONG, SWEET, WISE AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE HERE ON PC!