I'm so tired I missed my therapist session today. She said if things are bad then go to the ER.

I'm so ****ing tired without Vyvanse and the Seroquel makes it much worse. I slept the day away. I feel like going back to bed. I get more Vyvanse on Monday and then this hell will stop.

My hair is messy. I didn't brush my teeth. I'm still in my pj's. There's no milk for cereal so I ate some out of the box on the kitchen floor. I taped up a broken cigarette and smoked it.

I have arthritis now in one of my jaw joints. It hurt to sleep on that side.