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Originally Posted by Angie84
Thanks everyone for your replies, especially the ones that seem to get it. I think it really must come down to wanting someone to care. The specialists involved in my care do tell me that they care what happens to me, but my difficulty is believing it, after all it is only words, I am unable to believe or feel what they say as being true. I can't say I'm feeling much better today, and I still don't know what will happen, all I feel just now is that I want to run away but I know that won't help as it's some of the people in my head that I want to run from.
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Hi Angie84...I can so relate to that feeling of not having control over who is in control! And also not being able to believe other people's perceptions of "you."
DID is a condition of extreme hiddenness. Until it is not, and we are no longer able to hide it. Perhaps you can ask Viktor if there is any way he can give you a little space. Or even ask him what he needs. Is there a compromise that does not lead to SH? That he is important and a part of you, but that you got this for now and could really use some compassionate support, elbow room to breathe and a chance at life.
FearLess47