Hello Bthatche: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central. One additional forum, here on PC, that may be of interest to you would be the work & careers forum. Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/work-and-careers/

I'm sorry I don't know as there is much of anything I can suggest that would be different from what I'm quite certain you already know. However here are links to some articles, from Psych Central's archives, first on the subject of bipolar disorder & then on other related subjects. The first article, by our host Dr. John Grohol, Psy.D. also provides links to additional articles on its subject:

Bipolar Disorder: Symptoms, Types & Treatments

When You Feel Lost

When You Feel Lost or Disconnected from Yourself

Feeling Lost in Life: A Learning Opportunity

https://psychcentral.com/blog/how-to...once-its-lost/

https://psychcentral.com/blog/how-to...or-messing-up/

https://blogs.psychcentral.com/chang...rising-strong/

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.