Stomach still giving me grief and my hip too. Frustrating as I want to work soon. I need the money.

Saw my family this morning and helped my 14 year old niece string and tune her guitars. She is learning at school. Hopefully I will be able to help if she needs it. As I don’t have children I love being involved with my nieces and nephews.

Yesterday was a dark day. Depression seemed to be creeping in. I couldn’t occupy myself as I was restless and couldn’t concentrate. I felt so low and took meds to sleep but couldn’t. Thankfully today I feel a bit better, more energy, and less dark. Still I’m worried. Also my Lithium tremors are getting real bad so I’m reducing my dose as if tonight. See my pdoc in two weeks and can reassess then. Know I should wait but the tremors made me reinjure my hip a bit this morning as I couldn’t stay still. I can’t afford to go backwards with my hip recovery. Man, my body and mind issues run my life right now. I need to change that.