Thanks SarahSweets. Yes I participated with heart and soul for the 2 weeks i was in rehab. And the 90 days i was sober after i attended 6 am aa meetings every day. I started drinking at 13 and I'm not sure I know how to function without it. I need a dual treatment program. But I surely need to shelve the booze get a sponsor and rejoin my homegroup. They want me back anyway and it's a darn healthy place. Good call and why I didnt see that God only knows. Thanks.
And NoWinners i have no debt. I charge 1000 bucks to my credit card for no good reason but that's no problem. I dont have a car payment or anything else. Just rent utilities and child support. Basics. And I have an 820 credit score so God forbid if I needed I could draw quite a bit from the bank. Thanks for letting me see a huge blessing. I really appreciate that. For my background 60k should not be hard to attain right away. I just turned down 40k. And I love work. I'm a fix it guy. Give me a crew and a mess with a timeframe and I'll fix your problem. I find meaning in that. I hope it doesnt tax me but it truly is who I am. I just have to explain the 8 months off of work in the last year. I just need to wake up from this and do what I've done so many times before. I need to get somewhere near the guy my family and friends knew.