I could never work on a suicide hotline
I’m too “useless”
And I have
I send kudos and respect to all the wonderful people out there who genuinely try to help others.
An aunt was a
Possible trigger:
Samaritan but she was very abusive to me and even cruel to one of her sisters...
I of course “deserved” abuse even as a cub
Or So the “adults” told me
But I wasn’t the only person she abused.
Scary
I do have great respect for most Samaritans and people who work on hotlines. My aunt was an exceptionally cruel malignant narcissist
, I only hope she didn’t harm anyone in that vital and responsible role