You did NOT deserve it, Fuzzybear, AT ALL! I'm so sorry you're hurting so much! Please remember that you deserve MUCH, MUCH more from life than your abusers have made you believe! PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT! Please DO NOT listen to your inner snake! That's the Depression talking and none of thos awful, horrible things that have been said to you are true! NONE OF THEM! YOU KNOW THAT! Is there anything we can do help you to make you feel a little bit better? ANYTHING AT ALL! Just mention it and say it to us and we'll do EVEYRHTING WE POSSIBLY CAN and we'll TRY OUR BEST to HELP YOU OUT because WE DO CARE ABOUT YOU! I PROMISE YOU THAT! You're AWESOME! You're STRONG! You're a WARRIOR! You're an AWESOME, STRONG WARRIOR! You're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, Fuzzybear, my DEAR, KIND SWEET AND WONDERFUL FRIEND!