Thank you ALL so much for your KINDNESS! I forgot to reply to StreetcarBlanche! I'm so sorry about that! Thank you so much for sharing those articles! I've read them and they're ALL pretty interesting, but I can't relate too much to them! In fact I feel a bit detached from my family to be COMPLETELY honest! I feel like that has more to do with me than with them though! Thank you SO MUCH for sharing those articles and for TRYING YOUR BEST to HELP ME OUT though! I REALLY appreciate that MUCH, MUCH more than I can put into words! Sending many hugs to EVERYONE and to ALL OF YOU and of course to ALL OF YOU KIND, STRONG, SWEET AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE here on PC!!!!!