I’m really sorry you were upset by what you read.

The responses are typical, I’d say. Some were compassionate, some were moderate, some were harsh. Different people, different opinions. The important response belongs to your therapist and she let you know how she felt by terminating.

Though please remember - the action you are judging yourself so harshly for did not occur in a vacuum. You were in therapy and your therapist was knowingly or unknowingly tweaking all types of feelings and impulses. You were in a very intense, very ambiguous situation and had a lapse in judgment. You weren’t a random person she met at a store. Be gentle on yourself.