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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
I am exhausted! I went to the flower show today with RS and his parents. I walked around for about an hour and a half and boy are my legs tired! I even took a nap when I got home and damn I’m still super tired. I feel bad for how messy it is In here but I’m going to have to be nice to myself and give myself a pass for today.
I am desperately trying to quit smoking but I keep ****ing buying cigarettes. I keep coming up with excuses. I’m going to try hard to make sure this is my last pack. My son figures it out right away. I am waiting for the day RS smells it on me. That’s going to start a fight. I don’t want to fight. We’ve never fought. I’m such a **** up. Seriously. I want to quit so badly.
Ugh. I wish I had willpower.
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Sorry you're struggling. Are you on anything like the patch to stop smoking? Or something like contrave? If you are, then I hope you're able to find something else that works for you. I know it must be difficult. My grandparents had difficulty quitting, too, when they were alive.