I feel like not going. I went 3x last week, nothing heavy happened but I have feeling he is going to clobber me over the head with more trauma processing because I am feeling better after being triggered into PTSD again.
I know I have to deal with this, but I am feeling a little better now, and just want him to leave me alone! I feel like being a whimp right now. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.