To me - this is one of those evaluation things.

Is it "more healthy" or "more unhealthy". (To me all jobs have some sort of unhealthy aspect for people with mh issues.)Then if the snswer is "more unhealthy", ask yourself "what kind of stress n how much of it can i deal with to remain healthy?" Then ask yourself "what jobs are available that fit that description?" Then apply for those jobs n quit this one when you obtain a new job (not before so you maintain an income). If the answer is "no jobs fit that description" - talk to your counselor about helping you with disability application and explain why you need it.

You have every justification for feeling as you do - the question is .. how unhealthy is it causing you to feel? If its causing you to have irrational thoughts or desires to harm yourself or others on a regular basis (not just occasionally), you need to evaluate this. ❤