THanks everyone. A few things- he is not sure if the child is his. BUT she said if he asks for a DNA test, she will expose him and ruin his career. So he keeps paying her. That is where the extortion is coming in.

I just don't understand. I am so young and already have accomplished so much. I have done very little wrong in my life. I guess I feel that I don't deserve this and it's really unfair.

I'm trying to see a psychaitrist to get me medicine to make the anger go away. I've tried effexor, zoloft, paxil, and they all were terrible. I don't want wellbutrin because I hear you gain weight, and if I gain weight, he will leave me. (I am already on a diet to get under 105). Any drug advice? (It also doesn't help that I have to go to someone all in secret so his job or mine doesn't find out)