I'm not getting better. Possibly worse. I'm finding I'm thinking about suicide more and more often. I miss people I can't be around for all sorts of reasons but mostly because I'm me and that I'm a mess. I need to get better, or do I? Maybe I could give up, like I said the other day. Maybe I have given up? I want to die so often and the thoughts get worse and rarely lift even a little. I'm in one of the worst depressions I've ever seen, but I haven't made any attempts because I don't feel like there's a point to anything.
I have no point