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Old Apr 28, 2019, 05:52 PM
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Originally Posted by SorryShaped View Post
I'm not getting better. Possibly worse. I'm finding I'm thinking about suicide more and more often. I miss people I can't be around for all sorts of reasons but mostly because I'm me and that I'm a mess. I need to get better, or do I? Maybe I could give up, like I said the other day. Maybe I have given up? I want to die so often and the thoughts get worse and rarely lift even a little. I'm in one of the worst depressions I've ever seen, but I haven't made any attempts because I don't feel like there's a point to anything.
I have no point
I'm sorry are going through this. You matter. You are important and you deserve to be happy. Have faith. This will pass. I can relate and I tell myself to stay strong and to hope for better days. You can to. It is hard and it will not be easy. But you have strength you don't realize. Praying for you to get better. Don't give up. You can pass your strength to others. Be well.

Last edited by FooZe; Apr 29, 2019 at 06:50 PM. Reason: added trigger icon
Thanks for this!
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