I get this fear, I had this fear. I got surprised with him leaving with 2 weeks notice. I had to process all my feelings very quickly, including deciding to go or not. I debated every single final session if I wanted to. I realized he wouldn't care either way if I did, but I would. Am I glad I went? Eh, in some ways I guess. I gave myself more time to vent and I was able to create more memories with him.... but at the same time, the pain is STILL with me, almost 5 months later. Every single day. I sometimes wonder if I'd cut and run, I'd be better off right now
All you can do, is decide what works for you
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Grief is the price you pay for love.
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