It's been a long while now that I went without dating. I've been depressed for awhile or rapid cycling, just generally unwell, but I was thinking maybe loneliness plays a role in that. But I'm not 100% sure. I am the type who is able to be alone, but maybe I should try getting out of my shell. It's hard to meet others. I'm not really around people much.
I put up an online profile the other day, even though I was hesitant. I noticed most people have lots of interests, but it hit me just how much my depression has interfered with my motivation in the past year (and during mania, I mainly just write a bunch of gibberish and turn to vices).
The problem is, I still lack interest in things, and now I'm questioning whether I should date. I don't want to be alone forever. Short term dating usually works best for me, because my mood swings interfere. But it's also led to problems. Anyone relate to this? Or if not, any advice? Thanks.