So this week is (again) the first week after a few days off and at home. it was SO nice and SO resting to have 4 days off in a row.

today at work was ok as any other monday. my mind is so far away from work that although i can stay focused, work goes on in the background. didnt have many feelings or thoughts about P... my mind was just lost.

i binged on chocolate telling myself once its ran out i wont buy it again, but i know i will. i just couldnt help it. but at this point i'll have to heavily restrict again

my health issues are getting better so im not going to see the dr. after all. thats a relief.

there are a few more things that happened today but they are stupid details and i wont go into them. i hope the rest of the week goes as today…
have a nice week to everyone!