Dear T,
I think session was pretty good, and I appreciate your reassurance at the end. I'm still not entirely sure what I need from you right now. I really appreciate your saying that you're not weirded out by the transference, and saying how you'd tell me if you were. Maybe I just want you to tell me that everything will be OK? Because these are some pretty intense feelings right now. Not just toward you, just grieving childhood stuff in general. I don't know...I think I'm just scared because of how the paternal transference went with ex-MC. But...I guess that wasn't what led to the undoing of my relationship with him, it was the other stuff.... So, maybe it will be OK with you? Will do my best to wait till Thursday. (Though I sort of want to ask if you have anything Wed.--not tomorrow, because I have p-doc, which scares me a bit).

Love you,
LT