It has been two weeks since I was this anxious.

My dog is sick. Thanks to some neighbour out there my dog has chemical burns to his underside. Thank goodness we caught it as it would have gotten a lot worse. I worry about my pet but I worry too about the implications this may have to our holiday plans. Yeah, I sound awful don't I? I realise that. It is just that we have invested a lot of money already in our coming vacation and it is the only one my boyfriend will get in the year. The dog is due then to enter the boarding kennel in just 18 days. If he is not healed by then and still on medication I am certain the kennel - no kennel - is going to take him. Ultimately, I will deal with that. We simply won't go. He comes first. I will likely go camping or some other such get away without my boyfriend this summer on my own perhaps. A shame though.