I just don’t know what to think about t. I really appreciate t texting and apologizing for canceling. It tells me that he understands how upset it would make me for cancelling this appointment in particular considering my recent state of mind and the rupture. Yes, I plan on seeing him tomorrow if he is back at work. I really need to talk about the anger I have towards him and I need to hear him acknowledge his part in it and apologize and then talk about what lead to this whole blow up in my end. I don’t want to declare my t an asshole, but I do have to admit this weekend he did act like with is accusation of expecting too much.