I swear right now I want to die. Maybe I really am stupid. So stupid I don't even know about things that happened in my own life (not the abuse n etc .. but other things). Maybe I just really dont know how to get along with people. Perhaps things I thought I said as truthI actually said a s lies. Maybe I just need to shut up like so many say. Maybe I should just go away like so many others tell me to do.

Maybe I should just die.