Hi DanceEngine. You didn't reply to my last post. I was the only one who replied to your last thread. I say this with compassion... do you feel better? Do you feel resolved now about this situation? Now that it's ending more on your terms? Again with compassion, while I understand wanting things to end on your terms, I think you have a lot of growing up to do. And a lot of learning about how to be on your own, taking care of yourself and improving your life without a married man in your life. You CAN improve your life, all on your own and without a man. I do hope you at least feel better, and I am hoping this is received Ok.