Well, I just completed my photographic work. Editing done and professional email sent. Last night I had a minor breakdown. I hadn't realised the stress this work put me under. I haven't worked since July last year and I was a mess then. I have been obsessing about whether I did a great job as I really want my work to be as close to perfect as possible so I can get more work if I get the chance. My partner said I put too much pressure on myself and he is right. Now it is over I am relieved. However, I still have to meet up with my client to see if my work meets his requirements. He is a nice guy so it shouldn't be too stressful. I am just worried my work doesn't meet his standards despite my partner being extremely impressed by it.

Today will be a much quieter day. My only tasks are to go for a long walk (to help my hip recover), and get some petrol as I am almost out. The weather is cool but sunny so the walk by the ocean should be refreshing. My mood is stable. I am generally content. This makes me so happy as I am close to three months stable which is a record for me in the last ten years. I think my new med regime is the reason. I am on a lot of meds but I won't mess with it as I cannot risk getting sick again.