It feels like I need something more if I'm going to actually make those changes. This isn't enough for me to be able to do that. I want to feel like I'm getting something extra to balance things out. I want to feel like you're giving me something.

I don't know if that would actually be a good thing though. Because nothing will ever feel like enough. I'm not sure whether or not it would at least help.

I want to feel like you're in this with me.
It just occurred to me that maybe I feel resentful.