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Originally Posted by SorryShaped
I feel like here is the safest place I can reach out. My psych team both tell me I'm getting better or that it's not as bad as it seems. I don't think they understand just how much I want to not exist.
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Hi SorryShaped,
I hope this time passes for you.
You mentioned a change in meds recently? Last year I was given a med and since I am sensitive to side effects and therefore often give up on them quickly, I promised myself a "3 month trial."
Well it very clearly increased suicidal thoughts. More than "usual." I finally and definitely told my pdoc, T and primary care doc and they took me off of it. The severity went away.
Sometimes it can be meds. (Sometimes not.) Please hang on through the storm and continue reaching out.
FearLess47