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Originally Posted by Nowinners
Wonder if it could be something like your parents did not allow you to show or express anger so you're reflexively covering it up with the SUI thoughts?
By drug yourself happy I am pretty much talking about what your psychiatrist prescribes though I would be lying if I said I never used pot but am mostly stopping that as well because I am try to work more and do more/be levelheaded and present for my children.
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Yea that's what I figured you meant by drug yourself happy but my answer is still the same
And no - it has nothing to do with anything but something that occurred earlier today. I was not triggered. It just truly made me super mad to see occurring bc it simply should not have. And the fact I was unable to stop it made it worse.