THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND YOUR AWESOME, KIND GENEROUS, SUPPORTIVE, SWEET, WARM, WISE AND WONDERFUL SUPPORT!!!!! I have contacted my University Counsellor and they set up an appointment for the middle of May! Apparentely there are LOTS of requests! I just hope they'll be able to help me at least a little bit! I wonder if they WILL have enough time to dedicate to me! I hope I won't bother them too much! I hope everything will go well! Thank you ALL SO MUCH for supporting me in this decision! I still feel a little bit guilty about hinding all of this to my parents. I'm also afraid that when I WILL decide what I want to I WILL have to tell them one way or another! I'm afraid I won't be able to do it! I'm afraid to disappoint them! Sending many hugs to ALL OF YOU and to EVERYONE and of course to ALL OF THE AWESOME, KIND, GENEROUS, SUPPORTIVE, SWEET, WISE AND WONDERFUL PEOPLE HERE ON PC!!!!!