Jennifer,
I was unable to disclose my story to my T. 2 months ago, I wrote out what happened and mailed it to her. I still have not been able to discuss what I wrote with her directly. When I do mention bit and pieces of it, it is like I am talking in the third person. I have not been able to express any emotions associated with my experiences, not anger, not tears. At this point, I don't know if I will ever be able to express them. All I can say at this point is that I reached a point where my inner self was exploding and I had to disclose it. I did it in writing and it has helped. Two months have past and I'm still not able to actually talk about it, or my current sex life for that matter.