I'm sorry meds haven't been helpful for you. I've been on meds for a long time and they work for a while and then they stop working. Most of the side effects have been tolerable for me, or else, I quit taking that med pretty fast. My Anti-Psychotic caused a lot of weight gain though which I am slowly working off by walking. That was a sucky side effect. I haven't been too lucky with the natural stuff. Hopefully you find something that works well for you. HUGS Kit