Today was up and down. It was a nice day and i had a good time playing fetch with my neighbor and our dogs. Then i took myself out to dinner and really enjoyed getting out. But tonight has been difficult with my irritation too high to read, watch, listen, play or move. I've just been sitting in the dark. I'm only at 50mg of Lamictal so there's a ways to go before i can get some relief from that -- if it even works for me. I'm not looking forward to the future. I see my doctor on the 9th.