Hi earthmama,

Yes I could tell him, ht is good about that sort of thing. But don't you ever just get to the point of going through more hurt again just flattens you. But yet again, I know I have to process this trauma to be my whole self again or maybe for the first time.
I guess I am just feeling a little beat up right now. I think my T kept last week light because I was such a wreak ( I am almost scared to say I feel better so lets go)
But in a way I don't even feel like going at all tomorrow, feel like skipping it. I guess I am not sure what I want right now. Normal would be nice I guess.