Back from my blood tests this morning. Something about the whole experience triggered something for me, it started in the waiting area. Just flashbacks to my early twenties and a time when I was 11, and just feeling heavy sadness. I just want to curl up under the duvet and cry for all the loved ones who have died, for no longer being young and hopeful. I don't know.....I just don't have the energy to cry right now. I think I'll just drink my tea and stare out the window for a while.

Hugs to all who could use them.