I had major issues with med compliance for awhile. What meds are you on? Is it possible to get a monthly injection like invega sustenna, abilify, risperdal, etc? I was on a shot for 5 years and it really helped me come to terms with taking meds, that way I couldn't randomly stop them like I did several times which of course messed with my stability. I take pills now and have some days where I don't want to take them, but it's a lot better than it was. My evening ones are particularly difficult for me because I know after I take them I'll fall asleep and I miss staying up all night like I used to. Can't pull all nighters anymore