T, I put some more of the puzzle together about you today and Im scared. I started off scared anyway but I am getting more afraid of you. I worked on the latest T is out of town project. I got the hard part done... now to do the bulky work and finishing. I planned on bringing this one to session to use with you but wanted to keep it. I wanted to use it when I was needing you or missing you... but H doesn’t want it in the house and he says it matches your office... well duh it matches the office it is to remind me of you when you are away. I think I know why you won’t talk to me about going to the inpatient place I want to go to... but we need to come up with something. I need more support. I have to work tomorrow and I don’t want to. At least the other two people I am working with won’t notice if I am slacking.
I miss you