Just place warnings all over the place
Because the crack I fell in doesn't appear twice.
I have managed to shut down everything I have put my handle to this week all from needing to say what I need.
Like trying to hold my breath I just have to come up for air.
The more I hold my breath the more I need air
Moral of that is the more I focus on the physical the more the mental side gets frustrated.
I can't do want I want because it is more trouble than its worth. I know.
So I just have to let everything fade away and let my mind go deeper into nothingness.
If I died at 80 that is still 20 plus years in solitude and pain.
Told you about the warnings