I'm pretty med compliant because I'm terrified of side effects I would have if I just stopped taking my meds cold turkey. Specifically the effexor and trileptal. But i often wonder what it would be like to just stop. I hate interrupting my day or night to take meds and hate that I'm so dependent on them to regulate my sleep and moods. But I just remind myself how chaotic my life was when I wasn't on a good cocktail and I don't want to go through that again.