Going to text her today and ask for an appointment during the last two weeks in June. I know that is a long time to wait given all the out of control thoughts I am having but I also want to work while I can given my Pearson job only gives me work during the Springtime. I am going to focus my nervous energy on work in order to block out the unwelcome noise. Oh, I could stop the noise by medicating myself but I love the challenge of work and I perform better when I am feeling hypo. I get frustrated with my decreased concentration on some of my medications and wait until my husband gets home to take the ones that slow me down.