We used to talk a lot and haven't for a while. (More than a year, so bad). I am sorry about that. I have lost other IRL friends by not staying in touch. I have no close IRL friends other than my family. Sometimes I get way too distracted. I distract myself with drugs, music, work and I recently got obssessed about something that I can't let go of. Endless loop. So annoying. I have no time to go to my T until June but will discuss when I go.

Sure does sound like excuses. Sorry. I really do like you. I know how alone you are since your fiance broke up with you. Your complaints are valid. Forgive me.

AND SORRY for dumping my stuff on you. You did just say--people told you about their problems but then don't listen to you. I will try to listen a little better. I will start checking for your posts in the early AM (when I tend to be here ) FORGIVE ME PLEASE DEAR FRIEND!!!