Aw, thank you so much for your wise words and hugs, you guys.

It was definitely the best decision for me. All of it. I'm feeling okay about it. I'm also feeling empowered about my decision.

To anyone struggling with making a life decision and to anyone being told what to do and struggling to please others: you are the captain of your own ship. In the end, its up to you. You know your self best. Guidance can be good, but sometimes not and in the end its up to you.