I am so stressed right now. really feeling dysphoric. got some bad news about my blood pressure yesterday and had to get lab work done because they think something adrenal may be causing my hypertension. my BP numbers are thru the roof and I am on 3 meds already. I think this was my trigger, but I've been feeling mixed for a while, but not as bad as the last two days.

I'm agitated, restless, have decreased need for sleep and at night I feel energetic and elevated. during the day I'm depressed and moving slow, but still talking fast and having racy thinking. ugh. this is the worst. I had to call my wife earlier today at her job because I was driving aimlessly around and in the past, that has gotten me into trouble when hypo-manic. anywho, I've started the new BP meds just now and I am still waiting on the results of the lab work. also, I see my T tomorrow. so wish me luck, gang. that's all I have. just wanted to vent. want this mixed episode to be over. I hope to see my PDoc sooner rather than later. I must have made a thousand typos because I'm typing so dang fast...