Só leigheas, I hope you know you can always reach out to me.
I am sorry to hear about your friend n can understand why that would bring up urges in you. It is good you have been able to talk to someone. Is that the only person you have for a support system in your offline life? You always have people here of course - and if I go off PC again, you can email me ❤.
Please don't ever feel ignored.
You are a very sweet n caring person I feel lucky to call "friend". I read each post I see of yours but if there is ever anything you just need a friend to speak to about - send me a PM or email. ❤