Yeah, they're not supposed to talk about it in technical terms to clients. I just went through everything you are going through so it's fresh in my mind....During my therapy, its been enormously helpful in making these kind of conclusions since this therapy is so incredibly intense.

Wondering now-was your superego part of your emails or not? If your emails were raw, perhaps not.

I love reading your posts. It's amazing how it all unfolds for the first time. Your therapy is such a good one, similar to the best years of my own.