when i started addressing my DID, i began going twice a week for sessions. it wasn't because my T was money hungry (well, he could have been, but i was none the wiser to it at that time if he was) but the reality was that i felt i needed those two sessions a week to help me manage all the internal chaos that was coming up due to coming to terms and dealing with being DID. going twice a week did not last forever while i was in therapy, but i'm appreciative that my ex-T was willing to provide that opportunity because it was quite helpful.

if you don't mind, would you be willing to PM me the books that your T has written? i have read many books pertaining to DID and have found some more helpful than others. i've read 'Got Parts' and it is a decent general and introductory book to DID, but definitely not my favourite resource on the subject.

no disrespect, but you still seem to continue to struggle with coming to terms about the possibility of being DID, which is quite a normal part of the process for those who are suspected of having DID. it definitely took me a while to fully come to terms with it, with a lot of denial and going back and forth that i was DID or that i wasn't.

if you are DID or OSDD, personally i think you are very fortunate to have access to a T that is familiar working with this. i never had that opportunity due to my location. my ex-T was willing to try and do his best, but unfortunately he still made some errors along the way which have taken a while to come to terms with. i would hope that a T who is familiar with DID would not make those same hurtful and potentially harmful mistakes.