Thank you Jedi67.

I have been approved for disability twice but I had to deny it because I just wouldn't be able to pay the bills. I know if I got laid off again, I would be used to it at this point and get short term disability. My mom invited me hiking on Sunday and a friend is coming over in a little bit so I know I do have people who care.

I think more self care would help with my loneliness. Like going to the gym, getting out and hiking, finding more distractions like reading more.

May the 4th be with you (i know it's the 3rd, but I had to say it )