it went well. heres my text to my T (she asked me to text her) :
"it went VERY well. flowers, alochol, blood, Home. I could breathe. i have found Home again. it made me feel well. I cried like a baby. its Home. its mine. Why didnt i die with it? to not make my parents feel guilty, but i should have done it. at least now i know that only seeing it is enough for me to feel at Home. Thanks for today, you heped me."
i think i said it all. i miss you Home. i love you and always will. thanks for everything. i'll never forget you. i love you, Home.
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* Heaven is a place where Nothing Ever Happens - "Heaven" by Talking Heads
* Death ends a life, Not a Relationship - Mitch Albom
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