I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Jennyanydots! I completely agree with what Jedi67 has already wisely said better than I ever could! I'd suggest to you to listen to him as much as you possibly CAN if you want to! He always gives SUCH GREAT ADVICE to EVERYONE like IN THIS CASE! I completely agree with what Jedi67 has already wonderfully said better than I ever could about taking GREAT care of yourself! You DO deserve it! I hope things will get better SOON for you at work! Just take GREAT care of yoursel and try to take things one step at the time! Just try to do your best at work! That's ALL we humans can do after all and it's ALWAYS MORE THAN ENOUGH! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! If you feel like this job is being too stressful for you, you can always look for another one or apply for disability! There's NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to be ashamed of! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! Just take GREAT CARE of yourself, ok? You know we'll ALWAYS be here for oyu if you need ANY kind of support! We'll NEVER ABANDON YOU and we'll NEVER JUDGE YOU! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! Remember that we're here for you if you need it, Jennyanydots! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME AT ALL! Let us know if there's ANYTHING, ANYTHING AT ALL that we can do to help you, ok? I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! Please let us know how it goes and PLEASE keep us updated as much as you possibly CAN if you want to, ok? We DO CARE about you and we DO want to know how things are turning up for you and if things are getting ANY BETTER and if there's ANYTHING, ANYTHING AT ALL that we can do to HELP YOU OUT! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! Sending many hugs to you, Jennyanydots!!!!!